College Girl in Panties ...Where do I begin? I have been talking to a man online for several months now. He is quite a bit older than I am. We are both married, him for thirty-some years and me for thirteen years. I really don't know how this started with us, but it grew into a “relationship". We would chat online every chance we got. The cyber sex was without a doubt, FANTASTIC! He knew exactly what to say to me to get me so hot! We would have small get-togethers just so we could see each other. We would meet at a mutual friend’s house to see each other. He would come over to my house to help me with some things, and we would touch and feel each other every chance we had. It was very risky, but it was so worth it! He meant every word that he has ever said to me, and I have meant everything that I have said to him. I shared my sexual thoughts and deepest thoughts with him. He knows things about me that no else does, not even my husband. We both know that this "thing" we have will never, ever go anywhere. To make a long story short, he told me that we have to stop what we are doing until things blow over. His wife is getting very suspicious. If anyone ever found out about this it would ruin two families. We both do not want that. The thing about it is, it is so hard to stop talking to him. I loved the fact that we could be so honest with each other and share things together. He told me that we could still meet at our friend’s house and that he would still act the same way, touching me every chance he got. I would love that, too, but the thing is, I guess I want my cake and eat it too. I don't want to give up the relationship that we have. I guess that is what you would call it. We have never had sex together, but we have touched one another in a very good way. He gets me so hot. I know that he loves his wife, and I love my husband. This was just the icing on the cake for us both, and we all know that the icing is the best part. I am hoping that we can continue our talks when things settle down. I know that he misses me and misses our talks. I hope that he knows I do understand why we have to "cool it" for a while. But I also want him to know that I miss him, miss our talks very much, and that I needed that in my life. Think about me, baby! -Lenore, 25
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